Wednesday, March 13, 2013

At Ease... For Now.

Thank you all for your thoughtful and informative comments on my last post. They have certainly put me at ease for the moment. I had really started to freak myself out with all of the worst case scenario thoughts. The more I read your comments, the more I recall reading how much your breasts change post pregnancy/breast feeding, and your body in general...

While my cycles have been normal since getting my period back in October, my PMS is totally off the grid. I used to get cripplingly sore breasts (for 7-10 days before and during!), lower back pain and a migraine on CD1. In that order. Now, I am sad to say, I turn into a big bag of crazy the day of. Rage being the primary emotion. And it appears that only chocolate can appease the monster. I'm a walking, talking, screaming fricken cliche... But hey, at least I got to keep the migraines! Wait... Oh, and now I get cramps, which blows on top of all that. Why am I telling you this? I decided to write about it instead of screaming it from a roof top with a hostage. So much less work.

Anyhoo, quick thing about the email comments on my last post. I understand the laws for HIPPA regarding medical info. I really just meant that I wish she could have emailed the Mammogram and u/s requisitions. The nurses with my RE used to email my blood test req forms all the time. Would have been nice to have them the day of, instead having to wait a week for them via snail mail.  So I got the req's in the mail yesterday, and my appointment is next Friday.  They told me to allow 2 hours for the whole appointment. I will also be doing routine blood work, so I'm thinking of heading there early and treating myself to a nice breakfast downtown, in between the two appointments. 

Stay Tuned...

3 comments:

Jamie said...

Glad to hear you feel the support from the community and that you are using your blog to help you process all of what you are facing. It cannot be easy trying to stay calm and steady without jumping to those lurking thoughts sometimes. Sounds like you are in a better place and I will certainly be thinking about you on Friday.

As for body changes, it may be more from having a baby, but horomones change over a life time, too. I've noticed changes in mood and physical symptoms. For example, I used to get the worst cramps in my legs, but now it is sore boobs. Fortunately, the mini rage has left, but I do find myself kind of on the sad side of over emotional sometimes just before she comes. Hopefully what you are experiencing is a blip and that over time it will get better.

Hugs, ladie!!!

dspence said...

Glad you've got the appointment made. Thinking of you!

Jos said...

I never had PMS or cramping before, but HOLY HELL this first cycle post partum has been wreaking havoc on me. Not fun.