I can't even begin to express my sadness and frustration. I don't know how fucking much more disappointment I can take. We are swiftly running out of emotional and financial resources to continue doing this. I feel helpless.
How could it be negative?
We had every odd in our favor. I had two giant follicles, perfect timing, and a decent motile count.
I'm so infuriated.
So defeated.
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I'm so sorry!! It's just not fair. TTC is so physically and emotionally draining. You are in my thoughts. ((HUGS))
Dammit. This shit is so completely unfair. I know how sad and spent you feel right now. Thinking of you and sending you a big hug.
I'm so sorry. It is not fair.
((((HUGS))))
I'm sorry *hugs*
I am so, so sorry.
Did AF show up yet? Also, which test did you use?
This journey just doesn't get any easier. So sorry for your bum news.
Hey Lisa,
I used the FRER. And I'm 15dpo...
I'm so sorry Melissa! I was so hopeful for you this cycle! Many hugs to you.
The ups and downs of the TTC roller coaster are just so exhausting. Thinking of you....
Oh Melissa, I am so sorry and so sad for you right now. ((HUGS)) a million times over. I wish I could come over there and be a shoulder for you to cry on, and help you finish off a bottle of wine. I'm there in spirit, even if I can't be there in person. Love you.
NOOOOO! Melissa, I am so sorry and am thinking about you today...
I'm so sorry for your BFN. I wish there was something I could say to make things better.
Oh no!!! My heart sunk when I saw the title of this entry. *BIG HUGS*. So sorry girl!
I'm so sorry to hear this. I haven't even begun to use the expensive techniques and just thinking about trying them with no luck gives me anxiety. It really sucks that we have to continually go on these roller coasters every month... Take care of yourself - hugs.
Oh, Melissa, I am so so sorry. I wish I could reach out through my computer and hold you. Or better yet we could meet in person and comfort each other. You're one of the few people on the planet that gets what I'm going thru and I am sorry for that. I am sorry that you too feel this ache in your heart that spreads through your whole body, until you feel totally and utterly defeated and consumed by it. I truly wish that this was not the case for you. No amount of words or hugs will do, I know, just know I am here for you. XXXXXX
I'm so sorry, Melissa, and I know there are really no words at this point...you've heard them all before. Wish I could be there to give you a big hug.
I'm sorry - and if I had any words to help I would share them, but I know there aren't. Take care of yourself.
ICLW
I'm so sorry. The disappointments never seem to end. Sending you a big virtual hug from ICLW. Love, Fran
I'm so sorry. All of this is so unfair and hurts so much when everything seems to line up just right.
I wish I had words to make you feel better. Know that I'm thinking about you.
I'm so sorry, sweetie. This just blows. What suckitude.
I am so sorry. ::hugs::
IF is a big, huge biatch.
*ICLW
Crap.
I'm so, so sorry :( :(
Oh I am so sorry. What maddening and saddening news. Wish I could make it better. xoxo.
I have been sitting here trying to figure out the right thing to say; as if I have some ability to make this better. But everything sounds like inane platitudes.
As you know, I am here day or night if you need me.
Love to you both, T
I'm so sorry.
words escape me at the moment. i'm so sorry you have to continue to go through this.
I'm so sorry:(
Melissa - that f'ing sucks. I was really hoping that this time would be your time. I wish that I could give you a big hug.
Hang in there. You are in my thoughts.
Oh, Melissa, I am so very very sorry to hear this.
I completely wish it had been a different outcome for you guys. I know how wrenching it can all be.
I hope the next few days/weeks you try and pamper yourself as much as possible...taking a long walk...bubble bath...reading...movies...whatever it is you really like to do.
Sending love and gentle kindness (as they say in mind/body) your way.
XO
I'm so sorry.
I am so sorry...BFN are the worst and it really sucks...
I'm so so sorry. I know there isn't anything I can say that will make it better, but know that I'm thinking of you. ((HUGS))
I'm so sorry. It never does get any easier to bear. I hope it works for you soon.
I posted something, but it didn't show up... I am so sorry this cycle didn't work. Let me break out my 4-year old inner self to say "It's NOT FAIR!" Hugs, Melissa.
I think you'll believe me when I say I feel your pain. (We had 2 giant follicles and a few almost there follicles last time too!) I was so hoping for you. Here's hoping when we visit San Fran in December - and we get to meet - that we BOTH have something to celebrate!
Thinking of you and shaking my fists at the universe for you!
I'm so sorry.
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